May 2nd
Good Morning!
I hope you all have a day full of activity, lots of Positive thoughts, and postive progress!
Time for me to make my breakfast.
A Body FX Chocolate & peanut butter shake.
May 3rd
Good Morning!
My healthy breakfast done!
Stretching done!
Have my list finished.
Now I'm going to catch the 12 o clock round bus & go to WM for Judi.
Then come home & make her a great lunch!
I hope you all have a Blessed & Magical Day!
May 4th
I posted this on Instagram!
@dannywoodofficial your #LivingHealthy often inspires me to get up & get in an extra workout or walk in.
After this in 2012 I basically stopped letting my picture be taken. There few, very few until this past year.
So far lost 108 inches from head to toe & 43 pounds. Keep #livinghealthy
May 6, 2016
Good Morning! My Xanolean taken! Drinking my first 16 oz of water. I'm sitting here thinking about my day.
I'm very grateful for FirstFitness Nutrition b/c on a day like today, I want to crawl back in bed. Yesterday I added a huge set of stairs to my walk. I was only able to do 20 steps & I had to just go back down. My knees aren't happy with me.
If I didn't have the FFN program now as a pattern of my life I'd just skip breakfast & crawl back into bed. I can't do that. Breakfast is so important. Without it my entire day is thrown off. It is so important to start the day off right.
I leave you now in order to make my breakfast.
You All Have A Blessed & Magical Day!
May 10
Time to take a walk!
Got some very motivating music ready to go!
May 9th
Me after day one of Barry's Booty Camp DVD.
I've been on my Journey of change breaking Free from the chains of panic attacks & weight! I started at 470 & now I'm at 430 & gotten rid of 108" from head to toe.
I'm adding this to my daily routine of walking & Richard Simmons DVDs.
I'm feeling the workout! Afterwards I thought I'd pass out! But within 15 minutes later I feel like I have tons of energy!
Thanks @barrysbootcamp for the workout. Thanks @harley.rodriguez for encouraging me to check out the DVDs. The next chapter begins.
May 10
Good Morning!
I have been out & about all day! ( I know it's only 10:35 am) but feels like all day.
Started my day off right.
I had a Body FX Vanilla Shake. Then drank 20 oz of Water.
Then ran errands w/ my mom & Judi. Got mom & Judi breakfast @ McD. (I Know) I was good & got a drink. Unsweet tea w/ just a 1/4 of Sweet. (I know I made it)
Then when got home I drank 32oz glass of water. :-) :-)
Whoo!
May 10
As far as staying on my food plan today has been a great day.
132 oz. ( I have a 20 oz of water now for dinner.)
Breakfast was Body FX vanilla shake & an apple split w/ Judi.
Lunch was a tomatoev& 4 strips of chicken breast. Not breaded & it was baked.
Snack w/ class @ Church one all beef hot dog no bun. Three bites of cake w/ no frosting. (I know this wasn't good)
Dinner a huge salad with spinach, roamine lettuce, tomatoes, cucumbers, mushrooms with a 3tbsp of lite zesty Italian dressing.
Tomorrow I will do better. :-) :-)
May 11 Today was a low day
I need ya'll to forgive me in advance for this post. I don't like it when people get all dramatic on here & I'm afraid that this post might be a little dramatic. I don't mean for it to be that way.
Please just pray for me. Thank you. I need it.
I know God is in Control! I believe that 100%!
Right now I'm just in a dark place. I'm so tired of being rejected for jobs. I was totally blown off by a company. They keep telling me the drug test hasn't come back. Yet people who applied after me have been hired.
I've turned in my application to many places that I can walk to & from & nothing. I hate the look of distain people give me during interviews.
Right now I'm eating b/c of food banks in town & my church's food bank. I'm grateful! I have a roof over my head b/c Judi needs someone to take care of her. I'm grateful! I have someone sponsoring/paying for my FFN. I'm grateful!
As far as needs beyond food I keep borrowing from friends. Who are starting to make comments like I've paid for everything before I'll just keep paying. I'm grateful that do help but they shouldn't have to help me.
I am very grateful! Very grateful! It's just my self confidence is almost gone. I'm doing nothing towards supporting my self. I feel like the people everyone complains about not working.
Someone suggested I go on disability. Umm I'm not disabled. I'm extremely overweight. I also have aniexty with panic attacks. I'm not disabled. I want to work. I want to help myself. I have no reason to go on disability. I have a mind that works supper well. I'm blessed to be able to walk, move, lift or anything needed to do the jobs.
I need prayers! I need something to give quickly. I need a job I can get to & from without a ride. I need a job that I'm off in time on Wednesday night that I can still work/teach my kids on Wednesday nights. I'm not asking a lot. I just need to make $600 a month take home pay to make it. I can make payments to student loans, medical bills & other debt. Buy my food & necessities.
Please pray God will Bless Me with this soon. I feel like I'm flat on my face again. Pray that God gives me the strength to get up & keep going. Please. Thank you.
