My Night

My Night J

WOW I had a night. I was struggle really bad tonight. I had a lot of business that I had to do today and I couldn’t put off making a decision any longer. I am not good at decision making at all. I always get really worked up about it. I also couldn’t walk today still dealing with the fall I had a few days ago and my legs and ribs are in a lot of pain. I miss walking. But I was having a bad night. Plus not getting a lot of sleep with terrible memories keeping me up so I was having a terrible night. My nerves were shot. I was trying to just focus on other things because I didn’t want to have a panic attack again.

Then something happened that made me smile and smile and then just get in a much better mood. As you all know I am a New Kids On the Block fan. Huge Jonathan Knight fan. He is my hero. Well I was on Twitter [which I am still learning] and a friend pointed out to me that Donnie Wahlberg was following me. I didn’t believe her at first and then when I saw it I went a little nuts. OK I got excited. WOW made me just smile and so happy. I am it is DONNIE WAHLBERG. It is one of the New Kids on the Block. It was wonderful for me to have this happen. I know it isn’t Jon but I am still on cloud nine.

So I am grateful to a New Kid again for helping me. I just wish I could tell Jon thanks for saving my life in person. But hey when reach weight loss goals and go on the New Kids cruise as reward maybe I could tell him then. J